**YOUR RIGHT!!! OKAY** I was horney, and curious, and I couldn't resist, and I should have. It was risky, and stupid and I regret doing it. And if we're being honest, you were good, real good, but worth what I lost, no. Not for a second. But now it's too late, and everytime I see you i'm just reminded of what I risked it all for and I hate you for it, I hate myself for it. But you're right... I'm the one who could have said no but didn't..